YouYou make me feel stupid, inadequate, insecure.You make me feel special and beautiful.You make me want to cry.You make me laugh the loudest.You compare me.You make me feel loved.Sometimes I feel all is lost.Other times, there is a spark of hope.You make me feel so much pain.But you make me feel so good.In spite of the crazy roller-coaster,I don't regret any of it.
epiphany 02 dilemmaIs this love worth the captivity?Or is freedom worth the heartache?
Epiphany 01I understand why I can't have you.Because life isn't perfect.And if I got you,Mine would be.
Random happy feelings :)I feel lightHappyContentGratefulPeacePleasureSmiling facesSweetest thingsHelping handsI feel like I have so much love to giveI simply feel the love flowing through meAnd somehow I never run outBecause this love comes from withinThe littlest things give me joyI can't describe how wonderful it feelsFor such positive energy to be flowing through meThe problems are still thereThere'll probably always be somethingBut it doesn't hurt as muchSince I'm swallowed by peace.
I never could forget youI never could forget youI swear I triedBut every time I saw youAll those feelings rushed back inside.I vowed to move onTo look into someone else's eyesTo say those wordsThat I never seem to findBut I saw your eyes in hisI saw your dreams in themI saw our memoriesInstead of him.
Only a stupid gameAre you mine?Were you ever?Felt so closeBut we were neverThere was this feelingLooming over usA sign, an omen,We wouldn't lastThat wasn't loveThat was wantThat was greedThat was selfishnessTearing up within meI stood thereYou walked away from meYou kissed herWhile I waited for you patientlyThat was never loveDisappointment is its nameStalking and waitingJumping at your nameThat was never love,Only a stupid game.