Do you even know...Do you even know what you do to meWhen you speak such wordsAnd look at me with those beautiful brown eyesThese feelings I must subsideMy insides scream for moreMy mind finds them difficult to controlThey’re bursting to jump forthTo leap to you, unbound and unhurt.
He touched my soulAnd he touched my soulAnd blew my mind,A piece fit perfectlyWhere emptiness did reside.My mind opened,And I could see,The other sideOf this very me.He was gentle,And he was kind,A kiss showed me heaven,And his touch felt divine.
BLAH!Why did you break down the wallIf you had no intention to enter?Why did you leave a gaping holeWithout anything to fill it?Why did you leave me undone?All alone in the dark.Why did you play with my heart,And throw it in the dirt?No matter how bad I want it,You’re not there.No matter how much I wishUpon a star,You won’t care.Why did I love you?And dream of those eyes?Why did I think of you?I was so unwise.I wish to love you no more.
What am I doing?What am I doing?This isn't me.These false pretenses,The fake smiles,The hugs and kisses,Fake Hellos and goodbyes.What is true?What is me?I don’t know anymore.Who am I becoming?My fairy-tale version of normal?But it doesn't seem fine.It doesn't seem rightThe truth drags me in againPain paves the way.This is where u belong,Despair does say.You belong with us,At the pit.How long can u fight?How long will u be like this?In the end,You will have to return.Doomed to this hell,We will watch you burn.
DesperationDesperation seeps in…unexpectedly.Something’s tearing at my soul.I don’t know what it is…It wasn't there before.You make it easier.You make me forget this painEven if just for a little whileYou ease the strainSometimes, I forget all proprietyAnd cling onto hopeForget the rulesForget it allBecause after a while,surviving itself becomes difficult…